MAMA!
Sounds like you had the most exciting week ever! Clark wrote me! I was so happy to get his letter! It sounds like you had a blast for Thanksgiving!
Baby Drew comes in 5 days! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH! That is amazing! (Note from Mom: Caitlin oldest sister is having a baby and they are naming him Drew. He is due on Dec 4th. This mom is pretty excited!!!!!)
I am so excited for this new Christmas Season! I love how the holidays help us to remember the most important things in life! Have you seen the new Christmas things from the church? Because I haven´t......I think that we are going to talk about it tomorrow! Whoo hoo I am so excited!
This week was wonderful! I feel like I have been learning more and more everyday from the members, investigators, and my companion.
We had a miracle baptism this week and it was a little stressful because the 2 times that she was supposed to be baptized the week before she disappeared. I honestly lost all trust in her and felt betrayed but I learned that as missionaries sometimes we just need to forget what happened, move on, and keep working. I think that it is an important thing that we need to learn as people too. To learn that disappointments happen but we just need to keep working.
I feel like I have been learning a lot about leadership in this area. Honestly at the beginning of the transfer I did not trust my leaders. I felt like they only cared about the baptisms and they didn´t trust me. But I have learned that the most important thing that we must do is trust our leaders. Trust that they have the divine assignment and trust that we have something to learn from them. We have met some less active members here that fell away from the church because of the leadership but the most important thing that I could learn is that I can let my pride overtake me or really have trust in my leaders. I also learned that I can´t expect these less actives to return if I don´t trust in my leaders.
We have another progressing investigator named Melina. She absolutely loves the Gospel and loves going to church. I am so happy that we are able to help this area!
I learned that it is most important to have hope in situations when everyone says that it is impossible. Remember what it says about my p blessing. that I have the gift of hope. I finally realized that it is true. That I have had a lot of hope in these areas. Its funny because I felt like I was depressed and didn´t have an ounce of hope but really sometimes we have more hope than we think! We had our branch conference and President Torres gave a talk that changed my perspective. it is about the neighbor that didn´t know how to wash her clothes and the lady who was looking out the window always sad that the neighbor didn´t know anything. Complaining to her husband. But the next day the husband washed the windows and the wife finally saw that the neighbor always knew how to wash her clothes. Sometimes we look out the window and see everything dirty and we judge what we see but other times we just need to wash the window. I am going to try to wash my window this week so that I can see the people as Christ sees them!
I love you so much!
Hermana Drew